HELL IN MY HEART!!

No one cares what I have to say. I would scream if I thought it would make a difference. Having been bullied out of existence in grade school I have come to believe what they said about me. I wish I was as tough as I've always considered myself. No guy will ever fawn over a girl like me. I'm that girl in the shadows listening to Last Resort by Papa Roach yelling at the people with the slits on their wrists. Then after that I dress like... well not how you would expect. Then I talk big game and deal with other people's drama and not giving enough light to mine. I'm the girl you push around, and guys befriend without any possibility of spark of romance, because they all end up wanting to date my best friend. SO YAY ME! MY LIFE SUCKS MONKEY BALLS!!;

Why Try?

No matter what I do she always gets the guy. They don't seem to care who has the brains. They only care who has the boobs. Every guy I like always likes her. She doesn't control it. I guess she can't, and if I told her she'd sympathize. But she will never know what its like to have your best friend unwittingly steal your crush. Brain doesn't matter in this desperate fight between she and I. :'(

Fehhh

I can't stand my mother! She wasn't in the room  twenty minutes  before my mood drastically declined.  Just when she walks into the room my irritation level escalates to the highest level, Middle finger level.  I'm always expected to do stuff without being asked, and it bugs! Never can I be trusted. Nope to simple. She assumes I'm going to end up like my sister.  I saw what that air head did to our family. My mom treats me like a kid. She doesn't believe I have any writing talent. I would kill for me to not have to ask her to ask about my day. I know I'm "lucky" in some way because some people don't have or never knew their parents. I just can't stand having everyone think we're one happy go lucky, perfect family. Somebody tell me why I have to put up with a mom like this!! Any one out there with a mom or a dad like mine tell me what to do please.

HELP ME!!!

I'm not in the mood to put up with people today. Everyone has some thing crappy to say about me. My mom doesn't like my writing, which I am most proud of, and she's never read my work. I've gotten to the point were she can bite me. I'm just sick of it all. I'm going to end up putting up with it though I guess. I'm really more of a say'er than a do'er. So I get to deal with my issues cause no one else will do it for me. Ya any suggestions for  putting up with my mom??

Welcome to my Isolated Hell

  So you started reading! Keep reading at your own risk. These are not my Cute stories about death! These are my actual feelings. So if you are weak of heart dont keep reading about my living Hell!! I don't want anyone telling me crap at school or at home. IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY COMMENT ON IT. IF YOU DON'T YOU CAN'T SAY CRAP! SO STOP READING OR COMMENT ON THE POSTS YOU HAVE SOMETHING DERROGATORY OR ENCOURAGING TO SAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!