HELL IN MY HEART!!

No one cares what I have to say. I would scream if I thought it would make a difference. Having been bullied out of existence in grade school I have come to believe what they said about me. I wish I was as tough as I've always considered myself. No guy will ever fawn over a girl like me. I'm that girl in the shadows listening to Last Resort by Papa Roach yelling at the people with the slits on their wrists. Then after that I dress like... well not how you would expect. Then I talk big game and deal with other people's drama and not giving enough light to mine. I'm the girl you push around, and guys befriend without any possibility of spark of romance, because they all end up wanting to date my best friend. SO YAY ME! MY LIFE SUCKS MONKEY BALLS!!;