Tradition

I have come to terms with a new tradition of mine. It seems that I only write on this blog when I'm in the schools computer lab. Does that add procrastinator to my list of words describing my self. Does this mean that said list is now pessimistic, precocious, narcissistic procrastinator? That title is a lot for one to say let alone digest. Any way, I am allowing myself to fall in to a destructive pattern that i do not intend on correcting. I will never go so far as to say that I'm the Charlie Sheen of the literary world, but I am a warlock from Mars. I am a total fricken rock star with tiger's blood in my veins. We love you, Charlie.  Yet again I find myself falling from my topic. This new tradition is one I chose to share with you, because of course I am in the computer lab typing on my narrcissistic blog. If you have any comments write them below so I can personally tell you to BITE ME.

Sometimes

 This life I lead gets better sometimes. Sometimes I see a glimmer of light, then it's ripped away. thats all I have to say, all I have to say TODAY.

Guess where I am??

I found out who my friends are. I had two friends I trusted and told almost everything. Today after a seminar that brought up some crap that I  tried so hard to suppress. No one actually came up to me to ask if I was okay, except one person. The two girls I thought were my friends I had to tell I was depressed. I even had to tell my friends that I've had since kindergarten that I was upset. I won't even get into details about what the hell kind of bad things I've had happen to me in my 15 years on Earth. That one person I know and even think of as a friend that asked if I was alright was Jordan. This is the only time I will ever mention a name on my blog. So now I know who I can trust.

Oh and I'm at the computer lab!