HELL IN MY HEART!!

No one cares what I have to say. I would scream if I thought it would make a difference. Having been bullied out of existence in grade school I have come to believe what they said about me. I wish I was as tough as I've always considered myself. No guy will ever fawn over a girl like me. I'm that girl in the shadows listening to Last Resort by Papa Roach yelling at the people with the slits on their wrists. Then after that I dress like... well not how you would expect. Then I talk big game and deal with other people's drama and not giving enough light to mine. I'm the girl you push around, and guys befriend without any possibility of spark of romance, because they all end up wanting to date my best friend. SO YAY ME! MY LIFE SUCKS MONKEY BALLS!!;

Why Try?

No matter what I do she always gets the guy. They don't seem to care who has the brains. They only care who has the boobs. Every guy I like always likes her. She doesn't control it. I guess she can't, and if I told her she'd sympathize. But she will never know what its like to have your best friend unwittingly steal your crush. Brain doesn't matter in this desperate fight between she and I. :'(